Millions of girls float on their one quote, living on their last hope,on their last hope.

I just have the most fun time when I'm with my sister, this is us at a wedding. Savannah hates weddings, she says they have become too commercial; I on the other hand LOVE weddings they are a way to not only watch two people become one but also a way to dance and not get groped by random sleez-balls. Man oh man we danced at that wedding... You see, Savannah and I are not only white girls, we also don't know how to dance, not only that, but when we get together and we start dancing we tend to steal the show because of it's intense look-at-me-look-at-me hilarity. I have so much fun with this girl, I hardly even noticed the guests video taping us. Just kidding, I was painfully aware of those cameras fixed on us. But I don't regret busting those sweet moves on the dance floor because I felt happy while I was doing them. And you know what? If those old men ever figure out how to upload those videos on YouTube, I will watch them and laugh along with America remembering that the smile on my face was out of pure joy. XOXO ashLEIGH

Red, white, blue's in the skies, Summer's in the air and baby, Heaven's in your eyes.

Last night Davis bleached my hair, now I am blond, it's so weird. I dye my hair all the time but I still looked like me, don't get me wrong I like it, it's still in transition of becoming what I want, I knew it would be a process. I'm getting a lot of positive comments about it which is nice, I don't have a lot of people in my life that I have known for less than thirteen years so my new color comes as a shock to most every one, when i picked up my "little girl" from school today she said "you're so cute!" I love my job :)
I'm looking forward to what it will look like in the end, and I'm lucky Davis was willing to do this for me, I love him; probably because he's one of the people I've known for over fourteen years...
xoxo ashLEIGH

The State Of Dreaming

well it's that time of year again, school has started. And after a summer of looking through classes and pre-selecting them community college once again proves how unbelievably stupid it is. If I could go back in time and talk to my High School self I would have said "forget about community college, believe in yourself get scholarships and go to real college. It will be worth it."
I promised myself that this year I would turn it around, but after being skewed over by the secret rules of my school AGAIN I have decided this will be my last semester at SBVC I'm done with that place, yes I met many nice people, with whom I still keep in touch but if I ever want to get in to cosmetology school I need to get in gear.
I love my job, the little girl I watch over has stolen my heart and I miss her so much after not seeing her for more than a few days. I'll still have a lot of free time on my hands which worries me, but I am making a commitment to myself, (and maybe the fact that I'm putting this on the internet too will help me keep it) but I'm committing to myself and the person I want to become, I want to start working out more, I'm starting out small, just walks around the neighborhood  and not very long ones because sometimes I see shady people about. So I'm working on the new me, part of that is a new look, pretty soon I'll be blond, I can't wait!! And I'll get my tattoo I've been wanting! (key hole on the back of my neck, I'll explain the significance later). Despite the fact that all of my friends are away at school I'm really happy right now, in fact I haven't been this happy in a really long time, I think it has to do with my summer, It was amazing. So, because of my friend absence I need to step in to more social situations; I have always been pretty out going but this year I am forcing myself to make friends."Do something that scares you, often." so I will.

xoxo ashLEIGH

a trip through time and space to a galaxy far far away, Allons-y!

Anyone who knows me well, knows that I am a total sucker for anything "Syfy". It started when I was a child, I was raised on Star Wars, A New Hope, Empire Strikes Back, Return Of The Jedi. So of course I celebrate May the Fourth as best as I can... 

I wear my Awesome Japanese Star Wars shirt from the happiest place on earth, Disneyland, AND i do my nails...

So we have Vader of course, Boba Fett, some light sabers, a storm trooper, the rebel insignia, and my favorite character, R2 D2.

 Because of my love for SW is it any wonder why I fell in love with the Doctor?

This is my first post ever featuring my obsession with Doctor Who and I am super excited because it really is my favorite show, in the theme of syfy nails right now I did some in honor of my favorite time lord!

here's a close up...

Dalek's are my all time favorite villains of DW so of course I had to use them, a TARDIS in the middle, a bow tie in honor of 11, and, the word Allons-y in honor of 10, and last, a Cyber man because they are my second favorite villains.

Any way.... this post was sort of thrown together, because, I feel bad when I don't post when I have free time. And I've been wanting to share these for a while. 

If you have any ideas for nail designs I'd love to hear them! My comment boxes are always open...

xoxo, ashLEIGH

Feel it all around

Today was the last day of school for me and I am going to miss it so much, I took a  theater arts class because I knew the nicest people I would ever meet at my new school would be in that class, and you know what? I was right. Like most people, I am afraid of change. After going to such a small school for so many years with the same people, I grew comfortable wrapped in the arms of its ever-present constant. Now I have fled the cocoon of safety and I felt utterly alone, it is a true shock to be separated from friends you love not only by a few towns like before, but by hundreds of miles. After being so myself with the same people, how would I make new friends in a new school? Will I be liked? Will I be judged? Will I need to buy new clothes to impress my fellow students? I had made up my mind, "I'm not here to make friends," I told myself, "I'm here to learn."  the first day of school I got to the door of my class and waited with a large group of people. I could tell right away the people who knew each other and who were new. I asked a girl if she knew what the teacher looked like and how I couldn't tell students and teachers apart at community colleges. We laughed and waited together for the teacher. That was the first person I talked to at school her name is Paola and we are now close friends. over the next few weeks I got quite comfortable with Paola and just acted like myself, people began to approach me and tell me that they thought I dressed nice and I had a cute personality, I finally felt that I belonged. Sure it wasn't all easy, it was after all a drama class so there was a bit off stage too. I was having a bit of boy trouble, but Cindy, Paola, Heather, and Cinda helped me out a lot.

We worked very hard together and put on a play called Medea,

it's a Greek play about betrayal, revenge, and murder. I played a chorus leader, I'm the only non-returning student to get a part with that many lines. The chorus are basically the town's people, we didn't stand on stage we stood surrounding the audience to have the sound of our united voices bounce around the room. Because I wasn't on stage I didn't invite anyone besides my immediate family to come see it, they were so sweet and they got to meet my friends which I was happy about. They gave me flowers after the performance, isn't that the cutest?

here is what I'll miss most, the people I have met, obviously, but what I'll miss most is what we did back stage together...

(Paola)

playing with the plastic forks that were always there but had no reason to be...

creeping each other out with our weird masks...

(Paola and Cindy)

hanging out with my girls...

our little photo shoots...

(Cindy, Cinda, Heather)

Johnny's dance lessons before the show.

It's really flabbergasting to me to realize that I have only known there people for five months and yet I feel as if they too went to High School with me; to know what they would so for me, to protect me from harm, and what I in turn would do for them. "I give you my heart (for love is not blind) as you are forced to part from friends who love you, and will love you forever, alone."

XOXO, ashLEIGH.

"My world would be a wonderland" - Alice

I suppose it is not until you are much older when you see what little things played such a big role in your life, for me it was classic Walt Disney movies.

 This weekend I went to Disneyland for the seventh time in my life and while my friend Jessica and I were finding things to do that I had never done I realized there were a lot of things I had never seen or done there this is me with Excalibur, I had never seen tried to pull it out before because I had never seen it. I was really excited to try, I know that it only releases once a day... it did not release for me :( but that is okay.

 That day I realized just how much i learned from those movies and stories.

I realized that when i was a kid I hated sitting through the opening credits when it was just a chorus singing, paintings of main characters and names of people I didn't know... And now I love it! I get so excited when i see that castle and tinker bell, and the Walt Disney Pictures title.

Steam Boat Willy is my favorite! I really loved all of the black and white cartoons. I loved waking up on Saturday mornings and singing "M-I-C*K-E-Y*M-O-U-S-E"

Disney taught me that family is where you feel safest,

 where your heart is where your home is, family is a sanctuary

Disney taught me that family, is the most important thing of all.

Disney taught me to never give up. Especially on myself.

Disney taught me to be who I want to be, and to always dream, because nothing is impossible.

Now I'm learning that even though I'm grown, I can still keep some of my child hood, and that is what I intend to do by disneybounding every outfit! (Family, this is Disneybound click here but be where its addicting... )

Most importantly Disney taught me to believe in happy endings because life would be awfully sad without them.

so I will continue to wait for my prince charming...

I'll keep having fun and sometimes act childish...

And I'll live happily ever after.

Now I have to go, because lord knows...

XOXO, ashLEIGH

The things that are started out of boredom

 One day I decide to paint my nails but I didn't want just one color, I wanted something special! So I bagan to look up nail tutorials on you tube, I found some really fun ones ant it just took off from there...
Now I'm addicted! I'm like a pro at painting left handed now :) which helps me with one of my life goals, becoming ambidextrous. (score!)
Sometimes I'll get an idea from Pintrest, or my friends will challenge me :) at school I get a lot of compliments on them so I decided to post some of my latest ones...






Valentines day.

 

 Cupcakes! (I was missing my Jamie, she calls me cupcake so I did these for her.)

 Strawberries, good enough to eat.

 Owls, in honor of Harry potter on blue ray.

Tuxedos, because i was feelin' fancy ;)

these are inspired by the stain glass windows of castio's in Italy (I was missing it a lot)






XOXO, ashLEIGH